Friday, March 5, 2010

Life as it were

It's been a while since I have posted on this site. A long while in fact. Crazy how time flies and you just lose track of half the stuff that you are a part of, like this site. It's so weird too because I absolutely love blogging, but for whatever reason, I just forget that I have a blog. ha.

Well here we go with an update. I have just recently got surgery, another hip replacement, on the 9th of March. I made a bet with my dr and therefore won 25 dollars from him. ha. I however left it in the hospital, so I lost my money. :( I was incredibly sad about that. Anywho, I am recovering well I think. It is a very slow process but it isn't bad. I just recently learned that my dr cut my tendon, and therefore the healing process is going to be a lot longer than I had planned. I hope however it does not effect my ability to work because I am running out of money. ha.

Life in utah. things are good to say the least. Yes, there is drama every now and then, and I miss my connecticut friends more than you can ever imagine, but I am doing well, and fitting in well.

I am dating a guy named Dave. Now, we aren't official by any means, but the kid is crazy about me, and I get butterflies everytime I think of him. :) He actually text me last night/ this morning at 3 am, and then put his phone in his pocket and pocket called me. I was not very happy, and I didn't wake up in time, so I called him back, and he profusely apologized. it was humerous tho.
That's Dave! :) He is incredibly gorgeous, that is for sure. and the most positive person I have ever in my life met. This is our story...
When going into surgery, we had mutual friends and so had each other's number, and texted all the time. He has been thru two major surgeries before, so he knows what it's like to be in the hospital and all that fun stuff. anyway, he came at 2 in the morning the first night and stayed up with me all night long. :) He came back the other two nights as well, and the last night he held my hand all night long, and I eventually moved over so he could sleep on my bed with me. It was pretty much out of a fairytale story won't lie.
We have hung out a lot and I know he likes me, but things have slowed down a bit. It saddens me, but who knows, maybe he really is just busy all the time, and really does like me a lot. We'll see, and I will definitely keep you updated!

While this has all been happening, another story has taken place... Taylor, he has decided he is Jealous of Dave and he still is crazy about me, and wants me back, and he texts me all day, everyday. It was a bit of a shock when he first told me, I had a meltdown I won't lie, but things are ok now. The funny thing is, if he had told me even a week prior to when he did, I would have gone back to him, but I am crazy about Dave now, so I just told him he lost his chances with me. I have never had two guys like me at once... man I barely have had a guy like me at all in my life... hard enough to get one... let alone two, and at the same time! crazy.

So life is a bit hectic and drama filled, but I can't say I don't love life. I do, I enjoy every minute of this crazy life. I have been up and down lately in my mood, and i think a lot of it has to deal with this new hip/pain, these boys, and stress of no money, no job. I have all the free time in the world, I am not a fan of free time, because then my mind goes a little too fast.

ANYWAY. That is my update. :) i am sure I will be back on soon enough! Love you all!

Jae